26 March 2011
2012?
25.3.2011 - Met up at around FOUR, when I was supposed to go back at 1.30! =.=
Cos his dad wanted him to go somewhere, which I forgot where~ Oops!
Anyway, delayed my ride back home, which annoyed my mum to the extremes. Ahem! She didn't know why though. Ehehe.
We just basically drove around, and ended up somewhere near PTP. Talked a bit, then I ended up going back to Chong Lin at around 4.45pm. ~.~
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Hmph. I just wanted to see him... because... well, the news I heard. Although he told me he might not be going anymore, I'm still... worried. I don't wanna lose him because of my ignorance/selfishness. If anything should happen because of what I did - which was telling him - let it happen to me. At least I stopped him. Or at least I tried. :'( I just don't wanna lose him that way when I can/have a chance to stop it from happening.
Gah. Thought a lot lately. Have not contacted him at all. I mean today. So now, basically, I'm a bit... unstable? Lol? I don't know. He might be busy, so I'm gonna wait till he contacts me. xD Note : This is not called PRIDE. PLEASE, do NOT tell me that. I just don't wanna disturb him in case he's gaming/out with his friends.
I finished my mission, by the way. And I hope I can give it to him BEFORE my dad/sis/mum annoys me to give it to them. My sis, definitely. My dad, duh! He even wanted the one I consider a failed mission. Lets hope THIS mission is a success, okay? :) I sure hope so! I ran out of the "things" I need! :'( Bopien, was a bit low on cash.
And oh, saw pics of my friends... and one of my ex's. He's happy with his new gf. I know he is. Good for him. :) Ahaha. To think that he was the reason I was together with a jerk before. :X Which reminds me, I've not contacted him for a VERY long time. :S It's okay, doubt that he remembers anyway. :')
The point is, I'm HAPPY now. That's enough for me, I guess. :') I love my black rabbit. :) ♥
It doesn't matter how he treats me, cos I know he's worth it all. :)
I love listening to songs on my laptop in the middle of the night! ♥
I think that's it for now, gonna blog another time. I'm happy and fine for now. :) ♥
P.S. Wishing everyone happiness! Cherish your loved ones, because... well, you never know how much time you have left. :') ♥
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