15 June 2011
Getting more and more annoyed with myself each passing day.
Why the fuck am I being like this?
I really hate this.
I hate this family.
If FAMILY means Father-And-Mother-I-Love-You, no, I don't have one.
I hate myself. For not being able to concentrate on anything. For being useless. For being over-emotional.
What? For being a bitch? For hating people who deserves hate? No, I don't feel sorry for that. I AM a bitch. And those people looked for it themselves. There's no justice in this world, so I'm just gonna point fingers - especially the middle finger - at anyone whom I dislike or despise. This is me. Hate me? FUCK OFF LA!
Gaming more and more these days. I'm gonna abandon my books from today onwards. There's no point to continue. I don't want a future. This is what they want, isn't it? They caused it anyway.
Sometimes, I think that there's nothing more to this life. Nothing worth anything. But I have him. That's what keeps my heart beating. If, in any way, we're not gonna end up... well, together... My heart will be dead. And there goes my life. To Hell, I suppose.
Blergh. Annoyed. Zzz
Which reminds me. I haven't got my salary from Kelly. =.=
Haixx. I don't care about anything anymore other than him. I guess I'm just gonna let this life rot. Maggots or whatever consuming it, I don't fucking care. But not if I get a happy ending in the end. Sounds wrong. Argh. I don't know what I'm talking about anymore.
Gonna die soon. Going to St. Jo on the 18th and 19th of June. TKD championship. Zzz And Hell, I'm not prepared. At all. Fuck.
Going off before I slam this keyboard. Bye.
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