14 August 2012
I'm gonna be a workaholic sooner or later.
And I just realised that.. I no longer use the word "rawr" anymore.
Is it a sign that I am growing up?
That I no longer tolerate childishness?
I think I am still childish. In some ways.
Have I finally let go of the things I wish not to care?
I don't think so.
I've not let go of the disappointment he brought into my life.
That disappointment... is enough to break me for a lifetime.
I chose to forgive. But I can never forget.
Just yesterday, when he was about to make the same mistake again, my heart ached a little as I reached for my phone to stop him.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I just don't know.
I really don't.
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